
The Lord's
individual help is especially active during temptations— temptations
that occur when our own inclinations are allowed to surface in order to
be dealt with.
And this brings us to the
necessity of self-examination. Self-examination is regular and honest
investigation to see what particular evils we are inclined to. What
inclinations would we follow if there were no law, no prison, no
reprisals, no personal harm in it? Without this self-examination there
is no struggle against the hells, and we carry these evils with us
through life and into the next life. It is too late then to change. Now
is the time to act. The choice between heaven and hell is in our own
hands.
The whole Divine purpose of
temptation is to bring us to the place where we can see and acknowledge
our own assortment of evils and then avoid them as sins against the
Lord. This way the Lord can prepare us for our angelic lives in His new
heavens. "Enter by the narrow gate, for wide is the gate and broad is
the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it.
Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life,
and there are few who find it" (Matt. 7:13-14).
The many who go in by the broad
way to hell are those who are filled with self-interest and worldliness
and who, in their hearts, reject the Lord's love and wisdom, even if
many of them may outwardly appear to be honest and just. These are the
people who have never examined themselves or practiced repentance
against their evil inclinations and have refused to accept Divine truth
or face up to the reality of themselves.
The few who go by the narrow way
to heaven are those who have developed love for the Lord through
self-examination and shunning their evil inclinations as sins against
Him. They have accepted Divine truth, have let it apply to their lives,
and have acknowledged in their hearts as they turned from evil ways that
the Lord alone has won the victories for them.
The Lord shows us the way, but it
is a personal choice, as the following quotations from "The True
Christian Religion" (TCR), and "The New Jerusalem and Its Heavenly
Doctrine" (HD) will show.
Active repentance is investigating
yourself, recognizing and acknowledging your sins, taking responsibility
for them, confessing them before the Lord, praying for help and power to
resist them, and in this way ceasing to do them, and leading a new life.
And doing all this as if by yourself. And then, when the sins you have
been guilty of return, you say to yourself, "I don't want them, because
they are sins against God." This is active repentance.
Who cannot understand that whoever
does not explore and see his sins stays immersed in them? For from birth
everything bad is fun. Isn't it pleasant to take revenge, fornicate,
defraud, blaspheme, and especially to control other people out of
self-interest? Doesn't the pleasure make these sins invisible? And if
they happen to be called sins, aren't they excused for the pleasure in
them, even by specious demonstrations that they aren't sins? And don't
you go on with them this way and later do them more than before, until
you don't know what a sin is or whether there is sin?
It is
different with someone who actively repents. He recognizes and
acknowledges his evils and calls them sins, and so he begins to avoid
them and turn away from them, and eventually he finds that his pleasure
in them is no fun. The more he does this, the more he loves good things
and eventually feels pleasure in them.
This is the pleasure of angels in heaven.
In a nutshell, the more someone
puts the devil behind him, the more he is chosen by the Lord, is taught
and led by Him, withheld from evil ways, and kept in good ways. This way
and no other is the way from hell to heaven. [True Christian
Religion 5675-6]
Someone who just acknowledges that
he is a sinner in general, admits that he is guilty of all sins, and
does not examine himself— i.e., look at his sins—is making confession,
but he is not making the confession of repentance. Since this person
does not find out about his evil inclinations, he lives the same way
afterwards as before. [The New Jerusalem and it's Heavenly
Doctrine 162]
Anyone who is living a life of
belief and of love for others repents every day, reviews the bad
inclinations in himself, acknowledges them, is on his guard against
them, and asks the Lord for help. For on his own a person is always
slipping, but the Lord is always raising him up and leading him to a
good life. This is the status of people who live right. [The
New Jerusalem and it's Heavenly Doctrine 163]
A person who is examining himself
in order to repent should investigate his thoughts and his wilful
intents, and what things among them he would do if he could—namely, if
he were not afraid of laws and the loss of his reputation, status, and
assets. These are the source of all the bad
things a person does physically. People who do not explore their bad
thoughts and intentions cannot repent, because
they have the same thoughts
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The evils of a person are in his thoughts and intentions.
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and intentions afterwards as before. And yet to intend
evils is to commit evils. This is what self-examination is all about.
[The New Jerusalem and it's Heavenly Doctrine 164]
Oral repentance without living
repentance is not repentance. Sins are not taken away by oral repentance
but by living repentance. The Lord is always forgiving a person his
sins, for He is mercy itself. But no matter how much a person thinks
that his sins have been taken away, they stay with him, and they are
only removed through a life that follows the concepts of real belief.
The more someone lives by this, the farther the sins are removed from
his life, and the farther they are removed, the more they are taken
away. [The New Jerusalem and it's Heavenly Doctrine 165]
Anyone can reasonably conclude
that the church cannot be in the person until his sins are removed—which
can be illustrated by these analogies: Who can put sheep, and their
young and lambs into fields or woods where there are all kinds of wild
animals, before driving out the wild animals? And who can make a garden
out of ground full of thorns, briers, and nettles before rooting out
those weeds? Who can set up a government and a system to administer
justice by law in a city held by the enemy before driving out the enemy?
The evil inclinations in people are the same. They are like the wild
animals, the briars and thorns, and the enemies. The church can no more
share living space with them than someone can live in a menagerie where
there are tigers and leopards, nor any more than anyone can lie in a bed
with its mattress and pillows stuffed with poisonous weeds. [True
Christian Religion 511]
Who does not
know from common sense that it is not repentance just to confess vocally
that you are a sinner?
For what is easier for someone in trouble
and under stress than to fetch sighs and groans from his lungs and spill
them out through his lips, and beat his breast, and hold himself guilty
of all sins, even though he is not familiar with one sin in himself?
Does the hellish crowd that inhabits his loves exit on his sighs?
Wouldn't they be more apt to hiss right along and stay with him the same
as before, as their home? This shows that this kind of
repentance is not what the Word means,
but
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before repentance a person is like an
uninhabited place with
ferocious creatures in it
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repenting bad actions. [True
Christian Religion 529]
Before repentance a person is like
an uninhabited place with terrible ferocious creatures in it, dragons,
horned owls, screech-owls, vipers, poisonous snakes, and in the
shrubbery lewd demons and harpies, and leaping satyrs. But once these
have been driven out by the person's diligence and work, the wilderness
can be ploughed and cultivated into fields, and these can be planted,
first with oats, beans, and flax, and later with barley and wheat.
And an analogy with malice may be
drawn. Plenty of it prevails among people. If malicious people were not
corrected by laws and punished by flogging or death, no city would last,
nor would any kingdom. A person is like a society in miniature. If he
did not treat himself in spiritual terms as the malicious are treated in
worldly terms, he would be corrected and punished after death, until he
did not do wrong for fear of punishment. Yet he could never be forced to
do good for the love of good. [True Christian Religion
531]
Real repentance is to examine not
just your acts but also your voluntary intentions, because understanding
and willing become acts. A person speaks from thought and acts from
will, so speech is thought speaking, and action is will acting. And
because these are the source of speech and actions, it necessarily
follows that your thought and will sin when your body does. People,
moreover, are also able to repent of bodily misdeeds but still think and
will evil. But this is like cutting down the trunk of a harmful tree and
leaving its root in the ground. The same bad tree grows out of the root
and spreads. But it is different when the root, too, is removed, and in
a person this happens when he explores his willing intentions as well,
and removes evils through repentance.
A person explores his wilful
intentions when he examines his thoughts, because intentions show up in
thoughts—explores how, when thinking about it, he wants and intends
revenge, adultery, theft, and false testimony, and lusts after these
things, as well as blasphemy against God, the Holy Word and the holy
church, and so on. If he concentrates further on this and questions
whether he would commit these wrongs if fear of the law and his
reputation did not interfere, and if after questioning it he decides
that he does not want those things, because they are sins, then he is
truly and inwardly repenting. And all the more if when he senses a
thrill in those evil acts and is free to commit them, but then resists
and does not do it. For anyone who keeps doing this over and over, the
pleasure of those evils, when they return, seems misery, and in the end
he condemns them to hell.
This was the meaning of the Lord's
words, "Whoever wants to find his soul must lose it, and whoever has
lost his soul for Me, finds it" (Matt. 10:39). [True
Christian Religion 532]
Anyone who expels his wilful
evils through this kind of repentance is like the man who pulls up the
tares sown in his field by the devil in time for the seed planted by the
Lord God the Saviour to fall on clear soil and grow into a crop (see
Matt. 13:25-31).
People who do not examine
themselves are like sick people whose blood is corrupted by vascular
constriction, causing atrophy, numbness of the limbs, and acute chronic
illness due to thickening, tenacity, acridness, and acidity of fluids
and consequently of the blood. But those who examine their voluntary
intentions are like people who are cured of those illnesses and return
to the life they enjoyed when they were young. Those who examine
themselves properly are like ships from Ophir loaded with gold, silver,
and valuables. But before examining themselves they are like garbage
scows which carry away the filth and dung of the streets.
People who examine themselves
inwardly become like mines whose walls all glitter with the ores of
precious metals, but before this they are like reeking fens with snakes
and poisonous reptiles that flash their scales, and noxious insects with
glittering wings. Those who do not examine themselves are like dry bones
in a valley. But after self-examination they are like the same bones,
which the Lord Jehovah endowed with muscles, made flesh come over them,
covered them with skin, put breath in them, and they lived (Ezek.
37:1-14). [True Christian Religion 534]
It is a commonplace that habit is
second nature, and it makes something easy for one person which is hard
for someone else. This goes for self-examination and confessing what it
discloses. What is easier for a servant, porter, or farmer than to work
with his hands from dawn to dusk? Someone high-born and pampered, on the
other hand, cannot do the same work for half an hour without sweat and
fatigue. It is easy for a scout with a staff and comfortable shoes to
hike for miles, while someone used to going by vehicle can hardly run
slowly for a block. Every devoted craftsman does his work with ease and
willingly, and when away from it is eager to get back, while another
one, skilled in the same trade, but lazy, can hardly be driven to it.
Everyone in any function or
pursuit is the same. What is easier for someone devoted to piety than to
pray to God, and what is harder for someone given to impiety—and vice
versa? What clergyman preaching before a king for the first time is not
afraid? But when he gets used to it, he carries on unruffled. What is
easier than for an angelic person to lift his eyes to heaven, or for a
diabolical person to cast his eyes down toward hell? If the diabolical
person becomes hypocritical, he, too, can look up to heaven, but his
heart turns the other way. The end a person has in view forms his habits
and determines his character. [True Christian Religion
563]
Since not many in the Protestant
Christian world practice repentance, I might add that someone who has
not looked within and sorted through himself cannot tell, in the end,
what evil is, which condemns, and what good is, which saves, for he has
no scruples by which to know. An evil inclination that the person does
not see, recognise, and acknowledge, remains, and what remains takes
root more and more until it clutters the more inward reaches of his
mind. On account of this, the person becomes first worldly, then
sensually, and finally physically obsessed. In these states, he does not
know about any evil that condemns nor goodness that saves. He becomes
like a tree on hard rock. It spreads its roots out among the chinks of
the rock, yet it grows weak for lack of moisture. [True
Christian Religion 564]
Who does not
know that a hypocrite can talk about God, an opportunist can talk about
sincerity, or an adulterer can talk about chastity, and so on?
But if people did not have a knack for
opening and closing a door between thought and speech, and between
intentions and actions, and did not have Prudence or Cunning there as a
doorman, they would rush more savagely than any wild animal into
unspeakable and bloody exploits. But after death that door is opened up
on everyone, and then it is obvious what they have been like.
But in hell the people are restrained by penalties
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someone who has
not looked within
and sorted through
himself cannot
tell, in the end,
what evil is
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and by jailers.
So, dear reader, look within
yourself, and fish out a bad inclination or two, and turn away from them
out of religious principle. If you turn away for any other reason or
purpose, you're only turning away to keep the world from knowing.
[True Christian Religion 566]
Here are some signs that sins have
been remitted, i.e. set aside. People find pleasure in
worshipping God for the sake of God and in serving other people for the
sake of other people, and therefore in doing good things for goodness'
sake and speaking the truth for the sake of truth. They do not hope to
build credit through positive actions or through belief. They avoid and
turn away from evil acts like enmities, hatreds, vengeance, and
adulteries, and even from thoughts with that kind of intentions.
But here are some signs that sins
have not been remitted, i.e., set aside. They worship God, not for the
sake of God, and they serve other people, not for the sake of other
people. So they do good things and speak the truth not for the sake of
goodness and the truth, but for the sake of themselves and their
material interests. They want to gain credit by what they do. They
experience no displeasure in bad acts like enmity, hate, vengeance, and
adulteries, and they freely indulge in contemplating these evils for the
sake of the evils. [The New Jerusalem and it's Heavenly
Doctrine 167]
After
someone has examined himself, acknowledged his sins, and carried out
repentance, he should remain unwavering in goodness to the end of life, for if he slips back into his previous life of wrong, and embraces it,
he profanes, because then he mingles bad with good.
So his later condition becomes worse than
his previous
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One who is
on a high level as far as intellect goes but whose voluntary love is
around his feet is comparable to serpents with iridescent scales.
(linocut
by Donna Heldon © 2009)
condition, according to the Lord's
words, "When an unclean spirit goes out of a man, he goes through dry
places, seeking rest, and finds none. Then he says, 'I will return to my
house from which I came.' And when he comes, he finds it empty, swept,
and put in order. Then he goes and takes with him seven other spirits
more wicked than himself, and they enter and dwell there; and the last
state of that person is worse than the first". [The New
Jerusalem and it's Heavenly Doctrine 169]
Analogies can illustrate what
someone is like whose intellect has been elevated without taking along
the love in his free will. He is like a high-flying eagle that
immediately plunges down as soon as it sees prey below, such as
chickens, young swans, or even lambs, and seizes them greedily. He is
also like an adulterer who has a prostitute hidden in a lower room. By
turns he goes up to the top floor of his house and sagely discusses
chastity with visitors, in his wife's presence, and by turns ducks out
of the gathering and satisfies his lust with the prostitute down below.
This is what someone is like who is on a high level as far as intellect
goes, but his voluntary love takes its place down around his feet,
immersed in the filth of nature and sensual pleasures. Such people seem
to be intellectually brilliant, yet their will is anti-intellectual, so
they can also be compared to serpents with iridescent scales and to
beetles that shine like gold, as well as to the will-o-the-wisp in
swamps, the glow in rotten wood, and phosphorescent substances.
Some of them can imitate angels of
light, among people in this world as well as after death among angels of
heaven. After a short examination, however, the angels strip them naked
and throw them out. But this cannot be managed in the world, because
their spirit is not open there but masked. The fact that they can
imitate angels of light in face and speech is the reason why—and also
the evidence that—they can raise their intellect almost to angelic
wisdom.
Now, since the inner level and the
outer level of a person can separate into such opposites, and since the
body decays and the spirit remains, the point is that a dark spirit can
lurk under a pure face, and a smouldering spirit under soothing talk.
Therefore, my friend, know people not by their lips but by their
hearts—that is, not by what they say but by what they do, for the Lord
says, "Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep's clothing,
but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their
fruits" (Matt. 7:15-16). [True Christian Religion
590]
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[Top]
Introduction
[1] Where temptations come from
[2] The Lord's temptations
[3]
All kinds of
temptations
[4] The struggles of temptation
[5] Inward, rational and worldly
[6] Evil from
Hell and Good from Heaven
[7] The mechanics of temptation
[8] The use or
purpose of temptation
[9] Transformation
[10] The Lord's help in temptation
[11] It all
applies in our daily lives
[12] The necessity of
self-examination and repentance
Appendix
An
investigation into the implications of Spiritual Temptations
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